Wednesday, February 17, 2010


I watched this anime called "D gray man"

In this anime, i watched until a part which my favourite character

got injured because of a battle and he said that

"伤,只要还活着,总能痊愈,只是会留下疤痕..."

After hearing what he said, i think it was right...

Injury, as long as alive can always be cured, but will leave a scar

So, when i was depress, i will think of this...

Because...it had already become my special words of it...

Even though it is just an anime, but to me, the words that they said

may be true....

The special words of mine...will make me carry on my life...

I will use this special words to erase the sad memories and things..

And then...i will carry on with my life journey with these special words with

me....

The words that he had said...encouraged me...

I...will learn it from him...

Even though it was just an anime...Even it is fake...

In this anime, not just only battles,but it teaches me alot...

The favourite character that i like...he does not have his parents wif him..

Even the father which does not have any kinship with him

had also leave him in this world...

But, he was strong and brave...even he master leave him a lot of debts

for him to help him pay...

Even in the battle, he was strong and brave...Not scaring to die...

He said this before...that he had already lost the most important people

when someone ask him...

I was not as him...strong and brave...

Even his most important people had leave him...

I was not...

He never even escape from the truth...

Yet, i'm the one who was stuck in the past...

not wanting to come out...

not wanting to face the truth...

Now, everyone i like have leave me...

going to different places...

starting their new life...

Yet,i'm still stuck in the past...

I don't even want to face it...

Coz...everyone have left me...I'm alone now...

Now, i was in the place which dunhave any friends,

and...a total strange place...It was not yet in the darkness...

But i force myself to drop it inside...

Because, only like that...i will not feel sad and lonely anymore...

i will not get hurt also...In the place which I'm in now...

I...wanted to come out...

But i...cant...

i...i...dunwan to express my sadness and loneliness out...

i dunwan them to pity me...

I try very hard...i wanted to lend someone shoulder...

to cry...

I'm not even strong and brave...

The special words of mine...

will not leave me alone...

Because...it my only friend...

This special words and music...

my only partners...

will not leave me alone...forever...

I believe...
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